Go to Calvary and let God wash your own soul with His love and cleanse your life by His truth and begin to make your personality shine with His Spirit shining out of you. You’ll find your relationship with people is vastly improved.
God has built surrender into your bones. You will always give up to something or somebody. The secret of inner strength is to give up to the Lord Jesus.
To really know God is to commit yourself to Him — to let Him work in your life and the lives of others around you, and to tie yourself to His eternal Word.