You don’t have to worry about your ministry, beloved. God isn’t going to let it fall. He is going to keep on keeping on in His perfect purposes, glorifying His name.
He comforts us in all our tribulations so we may then comfort others. The main thing is not that you and I feel better; the main point is can we bring comfort to other people?
Now you know there’s something this minute that you can do to obey God. Do that, and the decision with which you have been wrestling may well be taken care of in the process.
I just want to remind you that the road to success in this matter of our ministry is not to work harder, but smarter. What does that mean? A better use of time and energy.
Give time to God’s Holy Spirit to quiet your heart. Most of us just rush in to God’s presence, say a few words, and rush out again. Take time to get quiet before God.